Mom needs to get some stuff down, so I put them in the sink.... hee hee
and we are milking a cow
I thought before you look at the pictures I would say a few things about connor. Last August 2nd was a hard day for all of us. When connor was born he & I both had problems, I was not able to hold for 5 hours after I delivered him because of the problems I was having, then when I was able to finally hold him 3 hours later the NICU nurse's came up to take him. We were only able to hold him 20 minutes a day other than that we were able to touch him through an incubator...
Words will never be able to describe the sadness we felt seeing our new little guy all alone inside an incubator. The time came when it was time to go home for me & chris as we said our sweet good byes to our baby, we drove home in silence, quietly crying, there were no words that could express the pain we both felt leaving with out connor, I can still remember that sadness and hope to never experience that again.
For the next week in a half we went to the hospital every 3 hours to feed him and tell him how much we loved him. The day came when he was finally able to come home, only he was not really home he still had to be in a billy bed for another week still not being able to hold him, as we came together as a family living by faith and hope Connor is now 1 and healthy.
Thank you to everyone who celebrated this special day with us. WE WERE NOT JUST CELEBRATING A BIRTHDAY, BUT A LIFE ."We love you so much connor thank you for being in our family, life would not be complete without you. Happy birthday
(Don't forget to scroll down and look at his birthday party pictures)
Girls do really "just wanna have fun" Steph we sure missed you! wasn't the same without ya..... Thanks christy and kristen for coming over we had so much fun.....
before we knew it kaden had gone up stairs to start the bath for him and his girlfriends (we all could not stop laughing, he sure thought he was the man you can see it on his face..... )
Dee has become one of my dearest friends, she is our relief society pres. but when we are together it's as if we were old friends.....
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We love to hike, so this weekend we went to big cottonwood canyon and took a fun hike , kaden was the leader and loved every minute of this hike, we all did. Thank you kaden for wanting to go on a hike! With every thing that is going on in our lives right now we really needed this weekend to just get away from the worldly things. There is nothing better than the fresh smell of NATURE! There is nothing more important to me than my family I love them all so much! I have realized that in a split second wordly things could be taken away from us, but the one thing I have is the worlds best husband and father with my wonderful little boys that mean the world to me. I know some of you can understand what we are going through and my heart goes out to you too. As my mom always says THIS TOO SHALL PASS " hopefully right :) Thank you all for all you do for us we are so grateful ! 
kaden gets on this rock and says "I'm king of the world"
Our little man wants to be big like kaden! stop growing connor we want you to stay little
Just papa and me
